Addendum

So Greg, friend and fellow dancer extraodinaire, had the subject of turnout come up in recent e-mail correspondence with a friend starting into some ballet. I hope you find his insight as illuminating as I have.

ballet. ballet. it took me nearly a year to figure out that ballet is a form of dance. i was like "oh". but you have to fight for it, they don't make it easy to figure out.

and turn out. i mean, turn out is really a philisophical question. it answers itself with further interrogation. it interlocutes. it is the absent present, the square root of negative 1, necessary but undefinable. you can't search for it to find it. i wish you a relationship wiht your turn out which is a journey which is its own end.

Exactly.